** current news: my 1on1 coaching program is open. I work with 10 folks individually per year, and there may be places still open for folks who'd like to apply. :) **

'What the sweet ---- am I doing with my life'?!?

If you've been asking yourself something like that these days, you're in fine company. It's normal. And, maybe I can help, because I did too. Welcome to the Big Dream Program. I'm Alex. Try this video...

When trying to figure out your next big life & work moves, and asking...


WTF am I doing with my life?!


Here are some resources I can offer that I hope might help. You could check them out to see if my point of view might be useful for a wild (and maybe a bit wonderfully weird?) person like you. It all started, for me, with... The Barber Story...


  • A Story for you: The Tale of the Two Barbers. This is how I went from commercial diver to Reiki Master to founder of the Big Dream Program, and it might be 'just the perspective' for you.
  • That story changed my life completely, and led me to create my foundation workshop, which I toured around Canada and the US, then live online around the world - and finally... put here. Free. For you if you'd like it. You can have the 11-module 'WTH am I doing with my life?! eKit' free of charge just below the bullet points on this page.
  • More than 1200 people did that workshop with me which resulted in the past 10+yrs doing 1on1 Coaching work with folks. I work with 10 individual clients at any given time. Info, examples, and link to apply at that link.
  • As I worked with folks over the years, I noticed that my particular blend of energy work incl meditation + practical was what most of my clients got the best results from. And what seemed to be missing for them in other resources they'd tried. I blend my 20yrs as a Reiki Master and meditation teacher with how to build a dream, or a business - from the inside out. I wanted to share some of what was most effectual with more people than just my 1on1 clients, and for that purpose created these eKits.
  • And the articles and another free class here on my blog.
  • I have indeed endeavoured to share on social media amidst all this, and here are Some FB Live videos on stories and topics that might apply to you.
  • Beyond that, feel free to drop me a line. I'd love to hear from you. Let me know what you're trying to figure out!

Big hug,


A free 11-Module eKit.

You can get my entire foundation work here. A complete course on the 5JRs I talked about in the video, a highly unique bucket list kit, energy-meditation tips, and a pile more.