The Capacity Generator

When the fire is out, or gol-darn dim… and life and dreams feel impossibly hard to do a thing about, motivation is not what many of us need… it’s finding something else… where our natural capacity may have been hiding… it wasn’t far away. Welcome to this eKit. ~Alex Baisley

 

The Capacity Generator

The video above, rather than being a sales pitch of some sort, is instead the first video of 11 inside this class. I hoped it would give you a great feel for my approach to depression, burnout, or simple stuck-ness. And the Capacity Generator process. If you're still with me ;) here's what you can know about this course and where to start...

 

Hi there, 

 

There are times in life, it seems to me for just about all of us, when we just. don’t. have. the bloody energy or the ‘je ne sais quoi’ to do a damn thing.

I’m not talking about a bad day or a tough week… I mean times that last months or more.

Depression maybe. Burnout. Total stuck. Try as we might, as hard as we can… we’re not going anywhere and it feels like everything. Just everything. Takes sooooooo much…. Effort.

Geesh. :(

 

Times when we are:

  • SO conscious of the things we want to experience and DO with our lives and work.
  • Poignantly aware of the folks around us who seem to be so bloody together and rocking their life – bless them, but god… it’s heartbreaking too. ‘How do they DO THAT?!’…

 

 

The best we seem to be able to do is get out of bed. Maybe.

 

Life can at these times feel very, very heavy, full-of-effort, and often enough… very much… ALONE.

We don’t know how someone could help us even when they want to. We don’t know what the problem IS!

We are paralyzed by several good ideas and – we can’t seem to do em.

Our ‘situation’ may be impinging on others, loved ones, causing the weight of being a burden.

The soul-sinking feeling that we are failing, for the time being at least, this game of life, and have no energy to do the things we reckon we need to do to change.

Old friends or a even a resource book will tell us – or we just assume they think it – ‘get off your effing ass and fix this’ The thing is… that requires fire energy.

 

But the fire, for now, is out. Or gol-darn dim.

 

Something’s amiss, so we take stock:

  • WTF is going on with me anyway?
  • I'm smart, but I am struggling.
  • I am 'good people'.
  • I'm a leader in my own way and strong *somewhere* deep inside.
  • I do remember what my fire felt like, and no matter what the world or the consequences of my own endeavours have thrown me – there IS flame inside me.

 

 

But where the beegeezus is it?
 

No damn idea.

So… We survive. We get up every day, somehow ;) and we still try. We gamely try. We’re indomitable that way, we never give up.

We feel - and this is the most important thing on this whole page - we feel... deep down, that we WILL crack this somehow. We know it. Somehow...

We don’t give up trying to find ‘some wedge of light’ somewhere – a book, an idea, a ‘sudden change inside’ that will release us from the prison.

But holy geez. If you're anything like I was... months go by, perhaps years… and still… staring at the computer screen… thinking…

 

 

“What. the. F**K is the MATTER. I can’t seem to DO anything.”

 

I know this place well – at least how I felt in it. I was there. I have no t-shirt. In the depths of a dark hole, I found me a solution though.

 

A few years ago I was in this place. The worst of it lasted a year. It’s not the same for everybody, times like this, but for me I lost the ability to communicate much at all – with anyone outside my home.

 

I messed up a lot of obligations and responsibilities with good people as it tumbled downwards. Hated the phone, and email even more because they overwhelmed me. Lost my income as business dried up.

 

And felt like a failure to my family. I found it hard to even say ‘sorry’ properly to people I affected because apologies often require one to say 'here's what I'll do to fix it if you'll let me'. But... I was out of commission. For a long time. I had no idea if I could live up to any promise I so so SO wanted to make.

A chance you relate to this?

And I can remember, as if it were yesterday, the morning it turned around.

 

Something happened. A very, very small thing. Just a thought, in fact.

 

I’ve got an impressive healing toolbox of meditation, energy healing, and great supporters in my life… but nothing made an iota of difference to my situation – until. This thing happened.

I was staring at the computer doing the usual fight with myself to DO SOMETHING or find some solution to how I felt – just like months of days before it. As I stared at the screen that morning, wishing I could re-begin my Big Dream Program work that I love so much. Wishing I could talk to YOU, like I’m doing now. I found myself thinking…

 

‘I just don’t have the capacity to do ANYTHING’. F**K!

 

And then it happened... 

 

 

The thing that changed everything.

 

It was – a little thought. It appeared out of the gloom like a bird who fluttered into my mind. Completely unexpected. The thought said:

‘I do have enough capacity to brush my teeth.’

 

The thought, small as it was, stopped me cold. I had indeed brushed my teeth an hour earlier.

Then, minutes later, another thought fluttered in as I sipped my tea…

 

‘I do have enough capacity to make a tea’.

 

I started writing these ideas down.

 

Then a third thought:

‘Although I don’t have the capacity to email anyone, I do have the capacity to stand up and stretch’.

 

That moment, that morning, depression turned around for me. 

 

And I started making a list. 

 

By the end of the day I’d made a list of 100 things, and I could feel deep down that ‘something was shifting’.

I discovered there were some learning curves and a few wrong-turns along the way with this journaling exercise, but suffice to say a few months later depression was completely gone. Just. Gone. Ain’t been back. I was getting my life back.

This became for me a list-making, journal-based, HIGH return-on-energy exercise I came to call the Capacity Generator. And when I got back to work – due to this generator – I started sharing it with friends and clients. Here are a couple of them...

 

 


What I learned from these original trailblazers was: If one plugs specific things into the CapGen journaling exercise, in a sequence we all learned was most effective...

 

out the other end would come more strength, confidence, peace, lightness - just from writing... and noticing specific things.

 


1%. Then 2%. Then 10%… Precious. Precious. Progress. At a time when one feels it the most. Measureable. Noticeable. Just like I had as depression started to dissolve.

 

We’re coming BACK. And most intriguingly, with more than when we ‘left’. Bam. We KNEW it!

 


Plus, we learned the same list-making, journaling approach can be used to nourish and grow any quality we are most ‘wanting for’ – even if it’s not about depression or burnout – a client used it for building more LOVE in her life.

The Capacity Generator is now, after much work, available as an eKit, which you can begin right now – in a minute or two, if you’d like.

Here’s what you'll get in your eKit:

  • 11 video modules: A Welcome + Getting Started video, then 10 Capacity Generator video lessons.
  • 4 ‘prime the generator’ questions that TOTALLY help you see and measure your progress.
  • In each lesson I will give you an exercise to write 25 lines throughout the day – very specific 2-column lines that I’ll teach you how to do – in your journal or on your computer.
  • I give you 5 sample CapGen lines for your journaling exercise after each video to help you.
  • It should take you 20-30mins per lesson to complete this.

This course is quick and packs a punch. I expect you will feel the glimmerings of results within the first couple of lessons. And that’s due to the hundreds and hundreds of hours – and close to 100,000 journal lines – that I and the early trailblazers completed to figure out what works the best. We were happy to do it, because it changed our lives. And on behalf of all of them, I am so pleased to be able to make this simple and (I hope you find awesome) eKit available for you.  

 

How to get your eKit:

 

I do this work with private clients, as I mentioned, and before I had the eKit available it was $775 to do this and other 'what's my thing and how can I make it happen' work in private sessions. And I continue to do this, and love it.

 

But… if that’s not an option for you, this eKit makes this work more accessible for folks who’d prefer to do it on your own.

 

I’m VERY happy with the results of this kit and being able to offer it. Especially if you keep in touch and let me know how it helps. I care a LOT about how this lands. Please let me know. If you have questions, there is an email contact link for me personally on the checkout page.

 

The price for the eKit is $111 (Canadian)… Click here for a currency converter.

 

If this all resonates, and if you can do it, then I'll see you on the inside :)

 

Big hug,

Alex Baisley